this week was..overwhelming? i hated wednesday. i can't believe our class got to go for the swim thingy again. it's so boring. i was sitting there stoning ,with no one to talk to and clemence was beside me applying some lotion on her hand. weird. oh well...i realised that words are the most powerful emotional weapon to me. think about it. when someone says " i love you"and you love that person too, you feel super shiok inside.. like your heart has been wrapped tightly in a blanket, so tightly that it has to pump harder.however, if the person said "i hate you"there will be different feelings overwhelmed in you.
then you think back. what if nobody said anything?what if there was no universal language like english?what if everybody speaks their own unique language?
i thought a lot this week. just a person walking on a pavement made me think.i wonder what that person was thinking as she walked towards the bus stop. did she feel sad?or did she feel happy?then i thought about myself.what would i look like when i'm happy?how did i look when i grinned?how did i look when i'm sad?sometimes i think that people can read like the cover of a book. they just had to look at my face. then i realised those are the people who are not that close to me. people like my family however, misunderstand me all the time. hearing my mum and her bf quarrel just now really made me angry. i felt like scolding my mum. i felt that she was unreasonable.then i realised that as her daughter, i was unreasonable to her too.
i guess that's just how humans are made.
we're being challenged with obstacles constantly, to be molded as a better person.we're like ants. ants work hard to find food. the brave storms( i always thought a slight drizzle was a storm to them.) and strong winds( a gush of wind) and heat stroke(hurhur..sunny weather) to find food to bring home for their queen,they do it not for themselves,but for someone else. for the next generation yet to be born.
what about us?maybe we're now being trained to carry on the generation. make life easier for the younger ones..

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Click five concert tickets! :D

PSP PS3 the return of the cuckoo vcd Anastasia vcd Parent Trap vcd Adidas Watch Braces More Books=D guitar lessons a trip to Taiwan TIME

Clarissa Loo
turning 16
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lives in a zoo
yellow,green,white
thinks that:wearing underwear outside like superman,is the new trend
can't live without my _______=D
is having an open war against:fats
I hate that PERSON!!