ahhh...weekends at last!this week was terrible for me. there was the emo ups and downs...i guess i had the 'dive' of my life.let's start with monday.after school cheryl and i went to watch grace run.yeah,we sat there and watched her run.then cheryl's mother came to school to pick her and that kaypoh grace who suddenly realised one of her friends was missing came running towards me.
grace;eh,where's cheryl?
me;oh,her mum came to pick her.
grace;huh?why?
me;cause she was doing something around this area and decided to pick her..
then grace looked kind of puzzled.
grace;eh, let's go play squash
me;huh?you run finish already?
grace;uh..yeah.
honestly i don't know if she ran really fast, or she just decided to stop running.but i'm glad that we went to play squash! it was my second attempt at playing squash(first was in sec 1 during orrientation).it was really really fun! although i'm not such a good player...we played and laughed at each other( um..i can't remember if i was laughing at grace but i knew she was laughing at me ok!).anyway,tuesday after school cheryl and li pin joined us too! and li pin picked up the ball with her racket( isn't that cool?!i think it's cool!) and i was trying to do the same.i did it!! i managed to pick up the ball with my racket! although i ended up doing some stupid stunt trying to keep the ball in the air( i don't know why i couldn't just catch the ball. i reeally don't know...).tuesday i was honestly really unhappy. got back some results.. i think i'm gonna fail 7 out of 87 subjects i'm taking. that's terrible.
anyway, wednesday i had pft. failed it yet again. just can't seem to do pull ups. i have no idea why.then after having failed that nightmarish test, i had to go back to class and find out they were having a spot check. apparently i forgot to ask someone to help me keep my handphone and iPod since my locker was spoiled.well, i kind of tried to pretend like i didn't care. but honetly, i was bursting. i kind of broke down after amath. nobody understood me. they all kept thinking i was afraid of being scolded by my mum. until now they probably still don't understand since they'll all ask me how my mum reacted or what she said. do i honestly care about what my mum said?no.i'm ashamed of myself. you can say i've been doing badly for since forever so what's another failure to me? yeah. people who failed in a business can pick themselves up. but now i feel like i got totally announced bankcrupt.of course i'm afraid of my mum's reaction. but not the reaction of her finding out how my phone got confiscated. the reaction of her getting my ca3 results. i don't know what's wrong with me. but i'm definitely not ok. i'm a person who has lost all her drive to study. study hard now?on what?fuel?i'm not a car. i don't burn fuel for energy. i've lost my determination and i don't know why.

List of wants=D

Click five concert tickets! :D

PSP PS3 the return of the cuckoo vcd Anastasia vcd Parent Trap vcd Adidas Watch Braces More Books=D guitar lessons a trip to Taiwan TIME

Clarissa Loo
turning 16
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netball!!!
lives in a zoo
yellow,green,white
thinks that:wearing underwear outside like superman,is the new trend
can't live without my _______=D
is having an open war against:fats
I hate that PERSON!!