Thursday, September 13, 2007, 6:26 AM
ahahhahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.i've just gone mental. i'm sooooo tired! i fell asleep waiting for the stupid com to start up. how do i face those books man?
had this really long talk with my mum just now. it's amazing how you think you know a person but you actually don't.she told me that i can't post what she told me on my blog(omg..she knows that i have a blog.that's dangerous.).Oh well.Not posting such an interesting fact won't kill me.
today would be one of the boring days i guess.ooh.wait.which day nearing EOYs is interesting?Hah...can't wait till it's all over.i'm gonna kayak,kayak and kayak! Lose those fats man.It's gonna be such a busy EOY. I'm gonna revise,revise,kayak,kayak,play,play,holiday?
I don't know how everyone's been seeing me nowadays, but in my opinion, i need to apologise if i've been moody. lack of sleep has taken it's toll man.
Over You
by Daughtry
album: Daughtry (2006)
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.*
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
hooked.this song is so addicting.i don't get sick of hearing it over and over and over and over again and again and again.my mum was kind of weird today. phoebe wanted me to go out on sat to study and enjoy(well, yeah.watching a movie and eating pizza?i'd call that a sin before EOYs).obviously she would turn me down.right?
well,ok.the was i asked wasn't all that slow. i kind of burst into her room and said "mummy,can i go out on saturday?no.cannot.ok.then i tell my friend i can't go" and then i closed the door again.so i guess i wasn't all that giving space-to-think at that time.but somehow this was yesterday. today?she said"ok.if you want to go out then you go out this saturday and enjoy yourself."
that was the part which i felt like as if my jaw was gonna drop on the table.hur.then i said"don't want. exams coming. i need to study." hur...what are the chances of my mum not being shocked?i couldn't even beliece i said that myself. oh wells. she said that now she owes me 2 times( i couldn't go for char's b'day party.so i can go out twice after EOYs).HAh...i hope the concert doesn't count.and hopefully my brother comes back! i miss elvin gor gor! i feel so guilty when i look at my nephew.it makes me think how seeing him once a week wasn't enough cause he was growing so fast. then i think about my brother. the last time he saw my nephew was when he was so tiny he only could crawl.so guilty.sigh*
Ethan's poor uncle. but oh wells. at least he doesn't get bitten by the little vampire. it's scary when he gets angry.
