Tuesday, October 30, 2007, 3:34 AM
UnfoldWhat i can remember
is a lot like water
trickling down a page
of the most beautiful colors
i can't quite put my finger
down on the moment
that i became like this...
you see i am the bravest girl
you will ever come to meet
yet i shrink down to nothing
at the thought of someone
really seeing me
i think my heart is wrapped around
and tangled up in winding weeds
but i dont wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my imperfections
and even though my feet
are trembling
and every word i say
comes stumbling
i will bare it all... watch me unfold
unfold
these hands that i hold
behind my back are
bound and broken
by my own doing
and i can't feel
anything anymore
i need a touch to remind me
i'm still real
but i dont wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my imperfections
and even though my feet
are trembling
and every word i say
comes stumbling
i will bare it all... watch me unfold
unfold
my soul
it's dying to be free
you see.. i can't live the rest of my life
so guarded
it's dying to be free
it's up to me to choose...
what kind of life i lead
but i dont wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my imperfections
and even though my feet
are trembling
and every word i say
comes stumbling
i will bare it all... watch me unfold
unfold
i will allow someone to love me
i will allow someone to love me
This song is called Unfold sung by Marie Digby. I found her profile on youtube and heard this song and found it really meaningful. Apparently she wrote it herself and her album would be released around Feb 2008 so i guess i'll buy it.I really felt that i could relate to this song.shoot. i'm crying and turning emo.=( Oh wells...I guess that i've got this low-esteem that i'll have to walk out of and i'm sick of destroying my life.Because i can say this. Clarissa is destroying her own life.Because I used to walk around blaming everyone for the life i'm living. But now i realise, nobody is destroying my life. I am. Only i can destroy my life and i can go around pointing fingers at everyone but the truth is, i should be pointing at myself.
Why bother pleasing people?If they don't like you or you just can't stand them, ignore you. It's your decision.Unless god decides to take my life,no one else can take hold of it and control it.
Yep=) Job attachment was horrible. I'm not so stupid yeah?I think the dental nurse thinks i am. She keeps repeating stuff about root canal procedures blah blah blah..yeah.gum disease?when did i start learning that?from 9am to 1pm.And she kept saying i had to know all this so that i can tell the teacher if the teacher asks.Tomorrow if she does that again i'll be like," I don't think the teacher cares because there are a lot of companies and i don't think she wants to know what a crown or bridge is or how diabetics have a higher chance of gum disease."grr...I felt like i went to school today. all i did was study.i don't even sit there from 9am-1pm straight without a break when i study.+_+'''
jing tian de mood hao xun oh! wang zi wang zi!! wo yao kan wang zi!!!
there's a difference between acting and hiding your true self.
HUH!!i just realized that mao di's birthday is on the same day as wu zun!! 10/10!!
