Last Sunday my mum called me ' useless' when i forgot to close the windows. I know it just kind of slipped cause she was in a rush and i wasn't helping much.But i guess i took it to heart?I kind of cried.Ok. I cried for 1 hour all the way from my house to my grandma's. But i couldn't help it?( shit. i'm typing in the library and freakin feel like crying now.)I guess i'm not that strong.Nowadays hearing an insult can make me cry for hours.Like some water hose that just couldn't close.It's like as if i could shatter into a million pieces and minute and finding the cause would be like looking for a needle in a hay stack.

I guess annoying people helps me? I like to see people laugh. At least it doesn't make me think about anything bad.contradicting isn't it?when i can choose to be Clarisse.I'd rather be Mildred.Doesn't that mean that i'll have to be Mildred for the whole time until 'O's are over?I've already lost myself.If anyone asked me what i'm like,i'll probably ponder over it for a very,very long time.The truth is, i don't remember. What was i like last time?What have i turned into?No matter what i say, i'm always in the wrong. It's driving me nuts.

I don't understand my mother. When i say i want to watch tv, she'll ask me to study.But whenever i want to study, she'll ask me to go out?What am i?

I feel like an abused dog. Taken for granted,fed leftovers and hit whenever unhappy.

The world is so big.One day i'll disappear.And i'll make sure no one finds me.

List of wants=D

Click five concert tickets! :D

PSP PS3 the return of the cuckoo vcd Anastasia vcd Parent Trap vcd Adidas Watch Braces More Books=D guitar lessons a trip to Taiwan TIME

Clarissa Loo
turning 16
080592
frozen_freezer@hotmail.com
netball!!!
lives in a zoo
yellow,green,white
thinks that:wearing underwear outside like superman,is the new trend
can't live without my _______=D
is having an open war against:fats
I hate that PERSON!!