i decided to use this blog for venting on. since, yeah, i pretty much can't be bothered about the background. and i'm getting really tensed up easily.i guess it's inner conflict. i'm getting pissed at myself. i think.. so i think that i'm at fault for not doing this and not doing that. but i also think she's at fault for not making an initiative to do anything either!in any relationship,it takes mutual parties to make it work. it really doesn't mean that it only applies to BG relationships.even friendship and kinship applies ok!and the truth is, i'm sick and tired of keeping a smile when i really want to scream my head off. and honestly, i can no longer say that i'm a straight-forward person since i'm suppressing everything i actually want to say just cause i don't want to hurt her feelings. then it makes me feel like an idiot. cause i'm actually suppressing whatever i want to say just so that she won't get hurt! BLOODY HELL!! this so isn't such a good time to have any type of conflict. not before O's. it's totally affecting my mood. forget it. i'm not going to care about this matter anymore. at least i know that she's hardly comforted me in times of trouble cause she's the type that hides everything to herself. sometimes i really feel like an idiot. well, i'd just like to say that i'm an idiot at handling such things sometimes but i'm not to the state of being a bitch. so i hope that you haven't judged me without even know how i feel about this matter.wait, have you ever known how i felt? sometimes i just need someone to hear me out. so all you have to do is hear me out!and you really need to change your mindset on things cause when there's a situation, you're always thinking that you're the victim. or at least i haven't once seen you shown signs of thinking for others first. WAKE UP! the world doesn't revolve around you and it never will! sometimes you have to just give in and stop being shallow. one day, maybe i'll tell you who you are. or maybe i'll let you learn about it yourself. Ps: your definition of hatred is definitely nowhere close to the world's. you should start counting yourself fortunate cause you saying you hate ______, makes the a lot of people feel like mourning.

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Click five concert tickets! :D

PSP PS3 the return of the cuckoo vcd Anastasia vcd Parent Trap vcd Adidas Watch Braces More Books=D guitar lessons a trip to Taiwan TIME

Clarissa Loo
turning 16
080592
frozen_freezer@hotmail.com
netball!!!
lives in a zoo
yellow,green,white
thinks that:wearing underwear outside like superman,is the new trend
can't live without my _______=D
is having an open war against:fats
I hate that PERSON!!